Double Graduation

Graduation. 

Yep, I have finally finished my degree and had my convocation.
The last time, when I wrote about ..... I had just finished my Diploma. I must say, it was quite exciting for me then, being the first time and all.

But this time, despite finishing with distinction and waaaay better result, I wasn't really that excited anymore. Working life had taken it's toll on me. I was actually reluctant to be there (since I had sooo many unfinished work) and I was actually still working even on my off day.

Also - it reminded me that my care-free days are over. It's time to face reality and let it smack on me.

The only reason I even bother to go in the first place, was for my parents. Even if for a short while, I've made them proud. That is all that matters. Oh yeah,  and also the fact that the announcer had to actually say "Anugerah Naib Canselor, Kelas Pertama" (Vice Chancellor Award, First Class) before saying my name. hehe.

So anyway, just thought I'd share some of the photos that I didn't take on that day. (Was too lazy to take it out.) XD

Oh yeah Double Graduation

A few days after that, Broadway Academy Talent School had their first showcase, which also doubles as the graduation ceremony for the students.

Naturally, I also graduated on that day. The performance was a success, we had awesome fun and I have an extra three certificate with me in acting, singing and dancing. How cool was that!

Take a look of some of these picture!

Oh yeah~ I'm a full fledge, totally amateur performer now lol.
This is only the beginning~~

Brat the performer,

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Being A Girl

Wow, I can't believe how long it has passed since I last wrote in this blog. Oh, don't get me wrong. I tried. I have a few drafts here, but somehow I didn't get to finish it. But, as Ernest (Bro don't like that la Bro) had so very kindly point it out to me, "the fairy populace in that daisy field needs to be kept in check". Now we won't want them to lose their spark and "fizzle" do we?

Being a girl.

It's not difficult.

It's not weird,

it's just what it is.

When I was much younger, (in school) I always despise being seen just as another girl. Well, I still do now - because I believe I am more than just "a girl", But back then, probably due to the notion of "girls are weak" "girls are lame" I just don't like when people (especially boys) refuse to do something or include me in games because I'm a "girl".

Well, yes, I do have the classic signs of a tomboy, except, I wasn't exactly one.

I wear my hair in ponytail (before I started to wear Hijab) and loves to wear skirt. I enjoy playing dress-up and I also enjoy playing masak2 and kahwin2 with my siblings and cousins. My mom's make-up is never safe from me and my sister's clutches and you know, all those girly things girl do, like playing with barbie dolls and stuff.

But, at the same time, I love to play in the dirt. I enjoy going to the stream behind my grandma's house with the boys, love to get up on the tree and pick some fruits, ride the bicycle out, playing catch, playing bottle cap and other games with the boys. I especially enjoy the arcade and the rides at a fun park and no - I've never liked the girly/kiddie rides - I always go for the extreme.

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So when guys just dissed me aside because I'm a "girl" I hated it. I really do.

But as I grew up, I started to appreciate being a girl. Somewhere along the way, I learned that it's ok for me to act and think like a girl. There's nothing bad or lame about being a girl. Sure, there are some restrictions but it's not so bad at all.

I had realized myself that there are somethings (as cool and fun as it seems) wouldn't look so good for a girl to do it. It may be social adjustment, or complying to what society thinks or believe, but nevertheless, I see it as it is. I started to see that some of the things that girls don't usually do are the things that doesn't really matter anyway.

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I see that, it is not so bad being the "weaker" one. It doesn't mean that I can't do it myself or that I can't survive if there are no guys doing it for me. But it is definitely nice to have them do it for me. It also makes life much easier. Sometimes, I find that, I let them do it because I like to see it. There is something somewhat flattering and endearing about guys who do things for girls (but not up to the extent of being a slave or queen control-ish kind of way).

Then I also started to see the limitations that is me.Not necessarily because I'm a girl, but more because I am just not as big or as strong as the boys. As "sturdy" as I like to believe I am, I know for sure that I have the stamina of an unfit 60 year old, and it doesn't help that I have asthma since I was 5. So I know, as much as I love extreme sport and hiking and just being rowdy and wild, I know I couldn't last long. It would take me twice as much time than my friends to finish a jungle tracking, So I never force anyone to wait for me, and I definitely warned them beforehand, I'll be slowing them down.

One of the perks of being a girl :p
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What I really hate is to be seen "JUST" as a girl. or "JUST" as anything. I believe that everyone is more that another "just".

I AM a girl - or maybe at this age, a woman. I AM a Muslim, I AM a Malay, I AM a Malaysian. THAT is just some part of who I AM. but that doesn't defines me - not totally.

I'm not a very feminist person. Yes, I believe that girls could excel just as much as guys in many things. But there are certain things that guys do much better - and look better at doing it than girls. I don't believe in "equality" because "equal" is not necessarily "fair". 

For example, how is it fair that a person who works twice as much and need the money twice as much coz they need to provide for a family of 11 gets "equal" amount of gain as someone who doesn't?
To be fair, people need to get what they need in proportion to how much they deserve it. 

I don't expect it, but I do like it very much when guys do things for me. Example, holding the door open for me, helping me with lifting things - even when I didn't ask for it. It's actually nice to be treated like a princess once in a while. (too much of it would be a bit tiresome though). I am an independent person. Had always been one. But it would be awesome to have someone I can depend on.

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Honestly, I have no idea what made me write this post. I'm not even sure where this post has just went to. It's probably the flu that I'm having right now that has just infected my throat and up to my head. Luckily I'm not on my PMS now. lol~

Ah well, hope u manage to wade through my post and sort-of enjoyed reading it. Uh Oh, I want to share something I found from the Net. I FIGHT LIKE  A GIRL! Damn right I do!

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A sick Brat,

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Getting Your Car Expenses to Pay for Themselves - MOVDIA

Sounds heavenly right?
It does to me. My fuel, tol, insurance, road tax, maintenance and monthly payment for my car takes about half of what I make a month. It goes beyond saying that the car gets me to places, but the expenses~~ haisy~~

So, today I stumbled upon a very interesting website. For people who loves, adores and really take care of their car better than their gf/wife, this might not sound too much of a good news. In fact, it might be a crime in your eyes. 

Cheering up your Thursday a bit XD

Heya All!!
I noticed that my posts had been scarce and gloomy these few er... months. Even after a couple of years maintaining this blog, I have absolutely no idea of the existence of loyal readers for me. Well, I don't blame it on anyone but myself. My posts had been scarce and irregular. And mark my words, it will continue to be. hehehe.

Anyway, today I decided to share some smiles with you guys. Perhaps it would make your Thursday a cheerful one.

Shine like A Star KIDS!!

I don't know about you guys, but I had always hoped that I had learned some kind of arts when I was growing up - especially music and DANCE! I mean, if I had learned dancing when I was much smaller - when I was much more hyper and flexible (not that I am not still now, but more) I would probably be a Mega star now.

I know, I know, I am already a star, but I want to be MEGA!!! eheheh~

Oh so Drama!

Hello everyone!

How have life been treating you? Me? At first I thought life had been tough. I was tested with all sorts of problems and heartaches to the point that I felt like crying helplessly - but the thing is, being in the situation I was, I could not even afford the luxury of crying.

But throughout that trying times, I thank Allah that He made me realize that I was blessed with great people surrounding me. My friends, my employers, my colleague, my family - having everyone around me that is so supportive and understanding, I was able to brave it through and face my day with smile and laughter. - Yup Brat had to pretend to grow up a bit. heheh~

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You Have Been Fairly Warned!

Dear all aspiring celebrity, stars, rising star, fallen stars, good looking and famous people, or which ever category you might fall into, 

The thing with me is that, I don't give a damn even if people see you as a celebrity or famous or what not. 

I treat you the exact same way like I treat other people. 

NEVER expect a special treatment from me, cuz it ain't coming... 

If you feel like I'm treating you special, please kick yourself very hard because you must be dreaming. 

and NEVER act all high and mighty with me cuz I'll give you the same bad ass kick in the butt just like what I'll do to others who do that to me. 

If you don't appreciate me trying to be nice to you now, be sure to know, I'll not waste anymore time than I already did and take my leave. 

and I'll await for the time you come groveling and eating dirt under my feet. So I'll have the last big, humongous, hearty laugh 

- Yes, I am that vengeful. 

You've been fairly warned.

Sincerely bratty, 

p/s: This is general and is not dedicated to anyone at all. 

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When the Brat Meets Three Most Random Guys on Blogosphere~

Okay, that didn't really happen. lol. I just thought I should share this awesome little cartoon made by Aki Borneo. The faces are all Ernest's drawing but the rest is Aki's.

Owning something that is not yours.

Have you guys went to a place and then thought to yourself "Wish I have a place like this..." or, "One day, I'll have a place like this..."

I dunno about you, but I did. Numerous, thousands of times. Now that I have reached the age that I would like to have some kind of property of my own, even much more so. That was most probably why I shared My "Secret Garden Dream" previously.

Walk~ Walk~ Fashion Baby~ TFGN

I love Fashion! But what I like even much more is photography of fashion. Seriously. I would be happier if I somehow, in alternate space and life, become a model for a fashion-photography shoot. But alas! It is not meant to be. Designers might find it irritating having need to cater for extra cloth to fit my chubby self, and also the fact that I don't show most of my skin and also hair, for that matter. lol

Oh yeah, this is such a WAAAYY overdue update. I know, but I have been quite busy and lazy at the same time, so I didn't get to update this.

Anyway, on 22nd October 2011 (OMG seriously that long already????) I went for the Tri-Factor Glam Night (TFGN), Malaysian very first Fashion Concert. Where they incorporate Malaysian favorite hobbies :- Modelling, Fashion, Photography and Music!