Fourth day

I know I am being really gloomy this few days. But give me some time to nurse my shock in losing a good friend. Give me this week at least, to attribute my posts for him, for Muhammad Irsyad b. Hamin. 

The fourth day since you're gone.

I have come in peace with my emotions. 

I have come to accept that you are no longer here~

I do not weep needlessly anymore.

I smile each time I reminisce some of our good times. 

But still,

I miss you.

a lot. I miss you a lot.

Each time I say a prayer for you, I wish you'd hear me.

Each time I feel like telling you something, I wish you'd hear me.

Kiranya kau mendengar ketika ini~



Lebaran senyummu
Membuatku rindu
Perasaan ku layu tanpa bicara hatimu
Jiwaku luluh tanpa suluh cahaya matamu
Kiranya kau mendengar ketika ini

Kulalui duka dalam laung ketawa
Kulalui duka dalam pasrah dan nestapa
Sungguh-sungguh aku mengharapkan
Kiranya kau mendengar ketika ini

Kau tiada mendengar tika ini, aku tahu
Pergimu bersama seruan
Laung-laungan suci
Dipayungi rintik-rintik air mata
Membasahi tanah di pusara

I want to hear you sing your favorite songs you always sang

I want to hear you sing those songs I loved to ask you to sang

But, there is no more song from you. Ever.

Tiada lagi kidungmu~

Air mata yang berderai
Siapa yang menghapuskan
Hati kering dan gersang
Siapa yang meneduhkan

Sedangkan kau yang ku sayang
Telah pergi dari ku
Dengan cinta dan harapan hidupku
Oh sayang

Tiada lagi ku dengar kidungmu
Tiada lagi derai tawamu
Hanya kesepian yang kian
Mencengkam jiwaku

Malam malam dingin membeku
Hari hari kian kelabu
Dalam doa kudus ku sebut nama mu
Cintaku... Oh sayang
Damailah kau di sana
Di sisi Tuhan yang Esa

I know it's time to let go.

I am letting go

But just a little bit...

Let me reminisce you

Just a little bit...

let me miss you

Just a little bit...

Let me remember you

For as much as I want to and like to

And as always, my prayers will be with you, my friend.

Sweet Memories~