6th Day.. Did you know?

Did u know,

Before I met you, before I even know you, I've heard your name comes up in conversations with my sis countless of times? Even before then, I was already laughing because of you. 

Did u know,

After our second meet, I was already so very fond of you? And our frequent meet did nothing but conform that fondness.

Did u know,

I was always jealous of your little bickering with my sis because of how close you guys seem? Sometimes I wish you were bickering with me instead, and that's why I tease you so much. 

Did u know,

Each time I'm meeting up with my sis, I was hoping she'd be with Mal who would also bring you along? And each time you were not there, I became disappointed.

Did u know,

I always thought going for karaoke without you is no fun? Actually going anywhere without u is no fun.

Did u know,

I am you biggest fan? I really like your voice, that's why each time I ask you to sing songs for me.

Did you know,

because you are you, I allow your friends to spin gossips about us, even when I have no romantic feelings for you?

Did you know,

I enjoy the look of bashful anger you have when your friends tease you? That's why sometimes I fueled it up more. 

Did u know,

You are one of a few guys that I trust without doubt?

Did u know,

I always ask Mal to send my regards to you even though he seldom told you so? Just to show you that I had been thinking of you.

Did u know,

you were the first friend that comes into mind when I want to find a friend?

Did u know,

You are on my top 5 person I enjoy to spend time with? I always laugh when you are around me.

Did u know,

I could never stay mad at you for long. In fact I was never really mad at you for any reason.

Did u know,

I used to find it difficult to explain our relationship. An acquaintance? A friend? My sister's friend? My sister's boyfriend's friend? A brother? Saying you are just another friend does us no justice. You were more than that. You were you.

Did u know,

I always wish you think of me as a good, close friend, the way I think of you?

Did u know,

amongst the people I know, you were the one with the most vivid and livid expressions? and that's what make me miss you so.

Did u know,

When I jokingly said I miss you, I really meant it?

Did u know,

I share with my family silly, funny little things you said and do so that they feel close to you the way I do?

Did u know,

I would've left everything I was doing if you ask me for help? I'd do everything in my power to help u because I know you would do the same for me.

Did u know.

How happy I was when you told me about that girl you really liked? It made me feel you trusted me.

Did u know, 

How disappointed I felt when you didn't? That was why I kept poking around and ask you.

Did u know,

When u told me you were close making her you girl, I was rooting for you? Because to me, u deserves to get which ever girl you want. U deserve to be happy. 

Did u know, 

When Mal told me you were admitted to the hospital, I wanted to run to your place? 

Did u know,

How I wish I did?

Did u know, 

Each time I saw u, I have so much to say, but I said nothing? At least nothing important.

Did u know,

It was the same when I visited u at the brink of your death?

Did u know,

Even when you were gone I still expect to see you with your silly expression coming from around the corner?

Did u know,

If I ever say anything harsh to u, I never meant it in a bad way?

Did u know,
I am so thankful for that day when Mal brought u along and introduced u to me?

Did u know?

I have accepted that you are gone. I don't cry each time I remember you anymore sometimes, I would even laugh and smile while reminiscing our memories. I'm writing this hoping, that somehow, this things I want you to know will reach you.

After this, I'll dedicate to you one last post. One last post to keep you forever archived in my heart. My dearest friend :)

Hope you've gone to a much better, brighter place.