What is more horrible than being physically abused? Believing that bruises and blemishes on your face and body is a normal thing to have? Believing that pain is love, or that pain is normal?
Yes the worst thing about being abused is not the physical pain or about the bruises and blemishes that appears on ones face and body, but the emotional scar that never leaves you even when you grew older. The subconscious denial you have or the answers you search when you ask the question why? "Why am I being treated this way?" "Why are my parents angry?" "Why are they doing this?" "Why me?"
Being a child to me is being carefree about the world. The time where we would have fun, make friends and learn all sorts of thing and just be happy. We would have endless things to worry about when we get older, so as a child, we were blessed with not having to care about it - or that is how it should be. It should not hurt to be a child.
I read this on a website and I thought I should share this with you guys. If you are even half a human, you would feel crushed reading this poem.
My name is Sarah
I am but 3
I am but 3
My eyes are swollen,
I cannot see
I must be stupid
I must be bad
what else could
make my daddy so mad?
I wish i were better
I wish i werent ugly
Then maybe my
mommy would still
want to hug me
I cant speak at all
I cant do no wrong
Or i'm locked up
all the day long
When i awake i'm all alone
The house is dark
my folks arent home
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice
and maybe i'll get just
one whipping tonight.
Dont make a sound
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
from Charlie's Bar
I hear him curse
my name he calls
I press myself
against the wall
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words
He says its my fault
he suffers at work
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more
I finally get free
I run for the door
He's already locked it
I start to bawl
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
with bones nearly broken
My daddy continues
with more bad words spoken
I'm sorry I scream
But now its to late
His face had been twisted
Into unimaginable hate
The hurt the pain
Again and again
Oh god have mercy
Oh please let it end
And he finally stops
He heads for the door
I lay there motionless
sprawled on the floor
My name is Sarah
I am but 3
Today my daddy
MURDERED ME
This was written because some parents beat their kid to death. How could a parent had the heart to do that to their own flesh and blood still wonders me to no end. They do not deserve to be parents, perhaps, they don't even deserve to be human.
I leave you all with this heart-wrenching music video by Martina McBride - "Concrete Angel". I cried watching this video. No kid (or any human being) deserves to be treated that way. Hope this will seep into your hearts and make you feel like doing something about it - like what it did to me.
I leave you all with this heart-wrenching music video by Martina McBride - "Concrete Angel". I cried watching this video. No kid (or any human being) deserves to be treated that way. Hope this will seep into your hearts and make you feel like doing something about it - like what it did to me.
Martina McBride - Concrete Angel (Official Music Video). Watch more top selected videos about: Concrete angel, Martina McBride
Have a heart guys. Get on board. Stop Child Abuse.
The Brat with Opinions,
*all pictures do NOT belong to me. I Google-d it up. This is also written in conjunction with Nuffnang's pledge to help Child abuse. Hey, maybe I'd win something while awaking concern in some of you. :)
budak2 comel pun ade orang nak dera.
ReplyDeletethe world nowadays is so so evil to an extend that they even want to hurt such precious gifts from God T___T They are born to be loved and cared by us sighhh
ReplyDeletethe wrong way to express their anger.
ReplyDeleteThat poem is the story of my life....literly.... except i survived
ReplyDeleteneh.... this are what humans do
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